I love you but I don't like you :)

Have you ever wondered what it would be like to live 10 years longer because of a lack of constant pity , anger and scary emotion provoked by our beloved parents ? I do. I look at some of my friends and their parents and I wonder ... where have I gone wrong ? I see mothers that explode with joy when they see their young return from college ( even if it's only for a short weekend ) and a smile tries to come across my face . I must not get ahead of myself because then I remember my mother . That "o so loving person who only wants what's best for me" yet says "you're coming home ? Why ?! You should stay at your dorm and learn ! You came home a month ago ! No need to see you yet ! And besides the only thing you would do is spend the money I slaved for an entire life on a train ticket ! No use in that is there ? How can a person pretend to love you so much and care for you in an unimaginable way when what you are shown is a bitchy ice queen that loves to "nurture" you all the time by always being on your case and always telling you how you're not good enough ?